If you want to get out..

Been a busy day. Things have finally calmed down.

I should be happy that it’s almost time to go home. But I don’t want to go. not that I want to be here, but the overall futility of it all is bearing down on me.

Home to cleanup.
Home to sleep.
Home to play with the kids – this is the only thing compelling me to go home, really. And even that, tonight, feels like it’ll be more of a chore than a positive.

I need to get out. I need to shake things up. I need to act like I care. I think I’ve hit the bottom, finally. Of course, my biorhythm indicates I’m bottoming out intellectually, which explains tons….

About Kevin Sonney

Kevin Sonney - who, contrary to popular opinion was NOT raised by wolves - grew up in central North Carolina. He fell into the technology field by accident in 1991, when he gave up the wild and crazy lifestyle of an on-air AM radio DJ to become a mundane technical support monkey. The technology industry has never really recovered from this. Kevin has worked for such names as IBM, Red Hat, webslingerZ, and Lulu Technologies (we won't mention the ones that didn't survive the experience). He currently works as a Linux Administrator for Apptio. In his spare time he rescues stray animals and plays video games with his two sons. His wife, we're sad to say, helps him get past the really hard bits. Kevin is still not very mundane, he just got better at hiding it.
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2 Responses to If you want to get out..

  1. evilgoddess says:

    *hugs* life can be a struggle sometimes especially when you feel like you are in a never ending cyle. Hope things get mentally better soon. :o)

  2. ex_redsonja442 says:

    Monday and Thursday nights is goth-industrial night at Legends. Put on black clothes and let Darryl mix you a drink or three! Then shoot pool or dance your ass off. If I didn’t have a job interview tomorrow, I would SO be out there tonight. Hell, I’m still tempted.

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